We are in one way or another going through something. Something that is taking a lot from you, something that eats you up from inside, that thing that makes you cry yourself to sleep, wake up and repeat, that one thing that shifts your focus completely and drives you insane. That one single thing you cannot let go of.
You walk outside and mingle with people smiling and laughing but hurting inside, afraid to share due to the fear of being judged and so its better for you if you isolate yourself. Its not easy fighting these inner battles and still having the strength to interact with others. It feels like no one is around to help you, support you and tell you its gonna be okay. Someone to hug you tight and say they´re gonna get through it with you. But theres no one, its just you and you alone.
There is still hope though did you know that? This hope starts within you, the way you´ve been fighting, you don´t have to stop, you need to keep on fighting, strengthen your spirit by going for therapy, listening to motivational speakers, preachers, reading inspirational books, the Bible, magazines, talking to strangers outside or online, praying, singing…whatever it takes to make you feel better, take the bold step and do it. Remember if you can´t run, then walk, if you can´t walk then crawl, do whatever it takes, with a pure heart, to get there and trust me, you´ĺl be thankful you never gave up.
You dont have to fight alone, reach out, help is everywhere. I love you and do not give up, hang on in there friend.